Tuesday:The day went badly. I had lunch with my aunt, which was pleasant enough from the standpoint of visiting her. The lunch was pretty vile. My aunt is over 90 now and hard of hearing. I manage to inform everyone in the cafeteria of anything that I manage to convey to her. I miss her visits to my mother. She and I never converse much but she is a pleasant person to have around.
I saw my shrink Tuesday as well. I depend a lot on my sessions, but I always seem to leave in a bad mood. I can't say why, the sessions are not what I'd call intense or anything. I don't know how long I am going to be able to keep up my sessions. I don't know where my therapy is going, but I don't to give up what is happening.
Wednesday: This was another bad day. My lack of sleep left me feeling week. I was forced to run an errand I did not want to do and that always leaves me in a foul humour. I went to a local bank to take care of some bureaucracy and to further impoverish myself. On returning I learned that I needn't have suffered through the bus ride. *sigh*
Thursday: The phone was out most of the day today and yesterday. The company received my payment in time but disconnected me for non-payment anyway. I don't get it. Now that the phone is back on I haven't had a chance to use it. It has been busy since about 16:00 - around 6 hours.