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nanowrimo 2010

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Diary of a Blind Madman

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frustrated and annoyed
nanowrimo 2010
louderback

I am, indeed, still here and having kind of a bad day today. I went to the doctor this morning to discuss changing my medication. Basically, he ignored me. I don't like that at all. I would change doctors if my insurance allowed. Next year I can get a new doc, but the pickings are slim in Jefferson City, MO.

I felt so bad after my doctor visit that I cancelled my physical therapy. I was just too tired and irritated.

I've been having memory problems, forgetting things I've done. I have an ugly tendency to get things stuck in my head and be unable to get 'em out. I recently bought bread every time I went to the grocery and wound up with so much bread it went bad before I could eat it. I've also gone to fix some breakfast and found it already prepared on the stove. I don't know what is happening. It scares me a lot but the docs just ignore it.

I've had too odd memories lately. I remembered a restaurant in a place where it never had been. I still remember going there in great detail and even some of the people who worked here. It is not so and never was. I've also remembered a friend changing jobs when it didn't happen. <sigh>Don't know just what to do about it,</sigh>

I am also getting physically weaker these days. Just trimming the xmas tree exhausted me the other night.

I am boring myself again. L8r.


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Insurance is an evil beast! I am sorry the doctor's are not listening. Sometimes it makes one wonder who really has the problem.

UnumProvident is the insurance company from Hell. I just don't know how to deal with them.

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