January 24th, 2004

nanowrimo 2010


O woe is me
<bitching, moaning, whining> Got mail from my lawyer saying , in essence, that my disability claim has no merit. Apparently, my doctors say differently to me than they put down on paper. </bitching,moaning,whining> I have to wonder if the variance in stories is due to insurance companies.

In the barrel again
This situation with my disability now means I'm going to have to make the round of all my doctors yet again. I am intensely frustrated by this. I don't know just what has to be done, but I suppose I'll find out.

I'm going to have to be more organized than I have been of late. I have been surrendering everything to others and it hasn't, obviously, worked as I wanted. I can't imagine how to get back in control of things, but I suppose I have to find a way. My finances are a mess, my health is a mess, my mind is a mess. I guess you fix one thing at a time.