June 26th, 2002

nanowrimo 2010

Savagely Stressed

I can't say why things are going so badly the last two days. I just am not functioning at all normally. I break down in tears a couple of times a day for no evident reason. it is not when I'm working on things, not when I'm frustrated, not when I'm doing any particular thing. Sheesh There's got to be a better way to get through the day.

For those in the know, I'll be unavailable save by cell phone on weekdays from 1 July through 19 July. I will still be at my usual home number on the weekends, but may not answer - leave a forceful message.

Got a lot of planning to do for my trip, a few arrangements to make, packing to do.

I'm going to Alphapoint for "assessment." I'm not sure exactly what that involves but I think the place is mostly oriented on folks in wheelchairs. The will do a lot of physical assessments, some verification of my eye problems, some aptitude testing and the like. It will be interesting. It will give me a lot of information and hopefully open doors on a few different programs that would help me go back to school (for no particular reason, just because I like being in school) and perhaps in relocating or repositioning in the job market.

I am really tired all the time and I wish I could do something about it.
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