September 16th, 2001

nanowrimo 2010

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I have been waking up each morning anticipating a disaster overnight. My television is stuck on CNN. I don't like living like this.
nanowrimo 2010

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Not much of a day …

I have spent my day doing nothing. I napped briefly and dreamed. Apart from a brief conversation with NuniaBiz, it was the high point of the day.

I can find nothing in myself with which I can write. I don't know why, but this bothers me tremendously. It's been a long day and it isn't nearly over.

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nanowrimo 2010

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I recently had an experience that bothered me a lot. It's really no big thing but it bugs me. I don't understand why it happened.

A couple of weeks ago I went with some relatives to a Chinese buffet. The waiter put the tea pot down in front of me, so I poured every one tea. I regarded it mildly as a feat since I couldn't see the tea cups very well and had to gauge how full they were by guess and by golly.

I learned this week that I did a hideous job of it — I evidently poured tea everywhere.

Nobody told me at the time, Everybody cleaned up surreptitiously.

What I don't understand is: Why didn't they tell me? It wouldn't have hurt my feelings (I am definitely not a sensitive soul in this department. It would have made mountains of sense. Hell, if someone had laughed and said "Better let me pour." I'd have been quite content. I feel like I'm surrounded by a conspiracy.

Does anyone have any insights?

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