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nanowrimo 2010


Diary of a Blind Madman

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nanowrimo 2010
I had strange dreams a couple of nights ago. I've recorded them in Baddreams for the first time in months.

I dreamed I was being arrested. I remember the dream as being very unpleasant but not quite a nightmare, lacking, for some reason, that "nightmarish" quality.

I've been very unhappy the last ten days or so. I can't say why, precisely, as some good things and some bad things have been happening. I am not able to enjoy things easily and I find myself reluctant to take even small steps. Going to the grocery is difficult, visiting anyone is difficult. I find it hard even to initiate the process of going out.

I hurt my back earlier in the week. My puppy got into the yard next door and when I went to retrieve here she tripped me. The fall left me flat on my back for a couple of days. I feel better now, but I really hate having back problems.

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I felt that way when I was profoundly depressed. It didn't matter what happened...everything felt very oppressive.

I hope that you feel better soon.

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