Things have been going badly. I don't know what to do about some of my problems. I don't know even how to address them, much less do anything. I feel like things are completely out of control.
I can't list the troubles in my life. I really don't know how to go about it. I won't try. Things are utterly out of control. My family is completely destroyed.
I don't know how things are going with work. I am out of touch. I don't know what to do next. I suppose I must address that tomorrow.
My health is spiralling down. I've run out of local doctors to visit. I don't know how it is going to go with social security or disability. I don't think it would be good for me to go back to work, but I hate being at home.
I've been hanging out in a chat room for depression Walkers in Darkness. It helps, I guess. I don't really talk about things there, I just sort of listen to others troubles. I seem better able to advise others than myself.
My shrinkologist is out of town until the 30th. I am going to keep him from leaving town. Every time he does, something dramatic happens.