Karl (louderback) wrote,

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penultimate moving day

4. I am depressed
4.1. I'm seeing a psychologist
I'm still not at all sure why I see a psychologist. I don't know what I'm getting from my sessions, nor where they're going. I'm not willing to give them up, however.

Well, that's wrong. I do know why I see Dr. Blender. He was prescribed - for a year - by the doctor that checked me out of the booby hatch.

I've had little time to come to terms with my situation. I haven't had much time off work to just deal with things. I had six months while on short term disability, but it was filled with doctors visits, skull surgery, and whatnot - no time for simply dealing with things. I spent three months at Alphapointe, but instead of helping me come to terms with my vision it left me convinced that nothing much would help.

I don't really tell my psychologist everything I should. I have a lot of barriers. I guess I have to see him until those are gone.

I have a lot going on today. I am doing final packing for my move at 10:00 tomorrow. I should be in the Earl Lee house in time for a late lunch. Monday will be spent unpacking.


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