Karl (louderback) wrote,
Karl
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To work ... to work ...

I had a conversation with my boss' boss today. It tended toward the weepy and the pleading - I have no pride at all anymore. I think I am losing some of my ability to cope with change. Some? Most of it. That is bad. I have to get it back.

There is way to much going on in my life now for me to cope with. Job is bad, just plain bad. I'm doing what I do worst, and I can't figure out how to do better. I had a friend tell me on the telephone, "Well, Karl, no matter how hard you work, you can't work to the point where you can see again." I guess I am doing that - working harder and harder going on the theory that if I just work hard enough it'll be like it used to. Stupid.

At any rate, I hope things will get better. I posted a list of "problems" a while ago. I'm going to post it again with an update. Just for my own edification. I don't think any of them have gone away.

I am getting a cable connection Saturday. That's a good thing.
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