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nanowrimo 2010


Diary of a Blind Madman

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Lunch today
nanowrimo 2010
was large and not at all good for me. What a joy to just say "To Hell with it" and have a pizza. I put away more than I should have, but C'est la Vie! I hate the fact that food has become my enemy.

I think a lot of things in my life have sort of become hostile. My computer has gone from friend to tool to enemy. Things I do here are getting harder and harder. My reading used to be my escape from the world, now it is an onerous task. My writing was my way of emptying out all the stuff that builds up but now it is just a drain and not a safety valve. The whole world looks like shit from here and I can't seem to do much about it. *sigh* That last is what really bothers me - I hate not having much influence on things that are important in my life.